Hi there,
Ok I’m getting a bit personal here, but I’m looking for anything you might say after reading this.
First, I have a depressive background since I was 5yo. Wasn’t aware at this moment, but it’s obvious now that I look back. That said, I went though 3 years of therapy, psychology and psychiatry. I feel really better now, but...
My life has changed. In my 20s, I used to enjoy hanging out with friends, motorcycle rides, car joyrides, listening music, making some, I had many hobbies.
Now I’m 30, I’m married, have a 2yo son with my wife who already have a now 6yo daughter. I work as an IT MSP and enjoy what I do. Family life is hard because constantly being in a underlying war with the daughter, wife avoiding intimacy with me, coming up with various reasons day after day. Not having time to do what I loved to, barely see friends, motorcycle barely 1 time every 2 weeks, well... I’m trying everything I can to make it (family life) right but I feel alone, it’s like it will never happen, still I hope.
Although I’d probably be better somewhere else doing something else with someone else, divorce isn’t an option for now, first I love my wife, second we have a son. So I try to accept and deal with it but... I’m tired.
Ok I’m getting a bit personal here, but I’m looking for anything you might say after reading this.
First, I have a depressive background since I was 5yo. Wasn’t aware at this moment, but it’s obvious now that I look back. That said, I went though 3 years of therapy, psychology and psychiatry. I feel really better now, but...
My life has changed. In my 20s, I used to enjoy hanging out with friends, motorcycle rides, car joyrides, listening music, making some, I had many hobbies.
Now I’m 30, I’m married, have a 2yo son with my wife who already have a now 6yo daughter. I work as an IT MSP and enjoy what I do. Family life is hard because constantly being in a underlying war with the daughter, wife avoiding intimacy with me, coming up with various reasons day after day. Not having time to do what I loved to, barely see friends, motorcycle barely 1 time every 2 weeks, well... I’m trying everything I can to make it (family life) right but I feel alone, it’s like it will never happen, still I hope.
Although I’d probably be better somewhere else doing something else with someone else, divorce isn’t an option for now, first I love my wife, second we have a son. So I try to accept and deal with it but... I’m tired.