Marco, My sincere condolences for your loss.
You are lucky to have had a friend like him.
For his memory and the kind guy he was, He will need you to go on, not to give up.
Now couple homework for you:
1.Tonight is the happy memories with Vincent night. You own it to him for being your friend all those years! He didn't let you down. Now it's your turn.
2. If you have beer in the house, pour it in the kitchen sink.
3. If you have hard liquor in the house, choose one bottle and the rest goes in the toilet.
You will make a label with Today's date and Vincent name and stick it on the bottle.
Next year you are to drink only one shot in your friend's name. And each year after that.
4. all the skills and nice guy approach you learned from him, you are to pass it on to younger guys. So the world does not forget who Vincent was.
All the best and look outside: there is a whole world to be lived and known about out there.