1. - Heights. Man did that make it tough when I was doing new home construction and remodeling. Getting on staging to do interior work on the ceilings or getting on the staging/roof outside to work there was really hard on me. Took me so long to get used to it just so I could move somewhat normal, vs inching around like a 200 year old man, that the job was done. Some jobs I just could not do as they were too high. It wasn't safe for me as my knees would weaken and give out and once I literally almost fainted when I got too close to the edge. So heights is the BIG official phobia for me.
2. - Snakes & Eels. This is another one although not as bad as ^^^. As log as I don't have to touch them, and I know where they are, I am ok being "near" snakes and eels but do NOT expect me to touch either or get too close. NOPE! When I go Striped Bass fishing with eels I have to take someone who sits in the front of my boat with the eel cooler. They have the privilege of hooking the eels on the line and removing any fish if the eel is still on. NO way I am touching those things! What is funny is I can touch sand/clam worms with no problem??? Snakes and eels though = NOT!
3. - I am not sure if this is an official "phobia" but it is something that really worries me and even more so these days since being diagnosed with MS. The fear is becoming crippled and unable to care for myself and function independently. I am an extremely independent and modest person and the thought of having to have someone take care of me, feed me, dress me, bathe me, clean me after the bathroom, etc... is very scary to me.
MS can also basically turn you into someone who is trapped in their own body unable to move or speak but who still can think. That terrifies me! I actually had an experience that let me see what it is like and it is awful. I had an operation and they gave me too much of the anesthesia. I had an awful time coming out of it. My mind came out 1st but I couldn't move or speak. I was aware of what was going on around me but could not do a thing. I swear I was screaming in my mind.
I can honestly say if my MS starts to progress to the point of the above happening I would take steps to end my life while I could. No way I will go through that if I can stop it. You never know though, it can be gradual or you can just wake up one morning and be paralyzed?
4. - the last phobia I have is only a partial one. That is of tight spaces( claustrophobia ). It depends on the space really and also the temp of the air. Hot temps make it worse for me as it impacts my breathing, I never had any issues before the MS and my 1st run in an MRI. I almost had a heart attack the 1st time in an MRI the panic set in so fast and strong. In the end I had to look around and find an MRI machine I am comfortable in as I have to have one 1-2 X's p/year. I went through 5 different ones before finding the one I use now. Now when things get tight and I panic I find myself thinking I am in the [censored] MRI. If I can keep that out of my head and the temp is cool or say I set up a fan to move some air I seem to be ok.