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I’ve never been so clueless than today, really. It’s like 9 at night not feeling like i can sleep tonight. I do feel like venting though. Nothing much better i can do.
I came back home earlier in December, signed up for college and all that stuff, and now instead of moving into the dorm, I got notified for mobilization. Nobody in my immediate family knows, and I don’t even know if I can tell my parents which is going to be the hardest part.
Here I am already behind in life, clueless, and without a solution to stated problem for the first time in my life. I expected a mobilization but not so soon. So here I am squandering for my pre mobilization without anyone knowing.
The whole expectation with my parents was that I was going to college and so did I, things were going to be great, I guess they still are, but that look on their faces is going to be the worst thing ill see, they already barely coped without me being around for 6 months, but a whole year and some change is going to be something I can’t imagine.
The only thing i can think of part of a solution is doing online classes with the time that I do have. This sucks and I’m clueless. Don’t know what else to do besides vent or something dont know.
I came back home earlier in December, signed up for college and all that stuff, and now instead of moving into the dorm, I got notified for mobilization. Nobody in my immediate family knows, and I don’t even know if I can tell my parents which is going to be the hardest part.
Here I am already behind in life, clueless, and without a solution to stated problem for the first time in my life. I expected a mobilization but not so soon. So here I am squandering for my pre mobilization without anyone knowing.
The whole expectation with my parents was that I was going to college and so did I, things were going to be great, I guess they still are, but that look on their faces is going to be the worst thing ill see, they already barely coped without me being around for 6 months, but a whole year and some change is going to be something I can’t imagine.
The only thing i can think of part of a solution is doing online classes with the time that I do have. This sucks and I’m clueless. Don’t know what else to do besides vent or something dont know.
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