So, I just returned home from the auto parts store and tried again, to no avail, to put my transmission in reverse....nothing... so I did as any normal genius would do, I revved the engine a little bit and.... still nothing.... or was it nothing? Wait a minute, put it in neutral, rev the engine a little again.... there it is again.... a very noticeable, frankly, how did I ever not notice it before... when the rpms are almost back to idle speed there is a HUGE vibration/shudder coming from the area of the torque converter. Could this be my issue? My flywheel perhaps? The TQ itself? Wouldn’t be the input shaft, all forward gears are operational, albeit they feel slow to me... sluggish. But when shifted into reverse(which doesn’t work) or neutral and the engine revved momentarily to about 2,000 rpm and let off there is an unmistakable HUGE shudder at about 1,000-1,200 rpms. It’s done that for I don’t know how long but I can remember it for a ways back. What is it? I can’t find anything online to help me diagnose it, is it a symptom of my transmission problems? Somebody here in this forum, please give me the answer that I’ve racked my brain for for over 2 months now. I’ve read and researched and asked question after question and I’m starting to get tired of it all. Help me fix this issue please. I’m begging over here. Lol. I wouldn’t think that the shudder is normal. Help!!!!! Please!!! Lol