Marco, that's horrid.
I attended a funeral of an old workmate yesterday (our Friday), he found out he had Cancer a month ago, and died with family and pastor by his side. Was sad, but he had a truly fulfilling life.
Having lost my father to suicide, the one thing that stands out to me is how many people there were at his (Dad's) funeral. He obviously felt so alone and isolated, but the church couldn't hold the people who turned up for him.