Thank you 4wd. You nailed it.
I am very, very serious at times. Then there are times when I am certainly not. This was one of those times for sure. I just can't be so serious all the time. The people I work with see this all the time. Times where I walk out of a patient's room after a very serious moment holding back tears. Then about 15 minutes later laughing, making fun of someone or myself, having a good time. It helps me in having a better day, and finding a way to balance out my day.